KeNaPa???

KENAPA??!!

• org sllu slh erti dgn niat org lain??*ble aku rapat dgn some1 msti akan ade yg akn pkir yg aku de niat sebaliknye!NAPE??
• org ssh nk tima keikhlasan seseorg?*aku syg 'dia' cam aku syg ibu aku sndri tp..de pihak yg aku ni de tujuan lain n ingin menjauhkn hubungan seorg ank dgn ibu??
  
• org laki2 sllu slhkn org pompuan ni suke besarkn mslh n bkn cari jln penyelesaian?
• de org ckp aku nk m'complicatedkn hal keluarga org?'hey **** hal2 cousin aku sndri xabih nk jage n campur la ni kn lg hal fmly korg..bkn jenis perangai ak gtu la!
• org suke wat aku nangis?*xleh la aku rapat or bahagia dgn sape2 msti akan de org or mslh yg timbul argh!!~
• org xtau nk hargai kasih syg yg aku berikn?xtau nk jage hati aku?

- semalam aku menangis..kerana tima msj dr seseorg yg pd mulanyer nk bg nsht.. tp aku terase sedih ble dia ckp aku ni if rapat2 dgn ibunyer ade niat nk m''complicatedkn fmly dia...eee..aku geram tul la..bkn jenis aku nk dok campur hal org lain la.. kwn sekelas..n cousin aku pun aku ssh nk tnyer hal dorg la.. smpkn org ckp aku mmg paling slow..aku xsuker tul la bler di tuduh gtu.. dia ingt aku ni pe?uish....sabar je la.. peduli pe org tu nk ckp kt aku kn..asalkn relation aku with HER x terputus... biar kami sedih n susah n sakit hati same2... -smlm aku nangis bersama org yg sllu aku perlukan...dia pun sedey gak bler aku kene gini.. xpe2..kami akn berjumpe n luahkn abih2...;(

entry kali ni sedih skit..coz prkra tu br terjadi smlm..;( sgt2 sedih aku ni tau.....argh!! nk nagis dh.... KENAPA nasig aku mesti gini???silap aku ke?? hmmmm.....aku sabar jek la.. DUGAAN!!~~

going to meet HER ******

last friday I suppose go to HER house after my classes finish..
but my mum want to sent me at HER house *skaligus leh pi beraye;p
i'm so hepi on that day..of coz la kn..coz i really2 need her..
really2 miss her..tmbh lak org tu xsehat..riso aku makin bertmbh la kn..


see i look so hepi rite?;p can't wait to meet her..

kebetulan lak dia pun sgt la perlukan aku..utk temankn dia pi weding on saturday...
so aku bermlm la kt umahnyer,supaye soknyer senang la utk kami gerak bersame..:)
juz me n her in the car...
nk upload pic,tp xleh la kn..identity si dia tu kne la di rahsiakn ats sbb2 tertentu..
n hanyer org tertentu jek la yg tahu WHO IS SHE...
if 'dia' tu my bf xla aku nk berahsia kn..
tp dia adalah WANITA..yg amat penting bg aku..selain ibu aku sndri..


*A**** i really2 need n miss u..*that the words i told her when she call me..
we need each other n we understand what we want n we know each other problem...
nothing secret with me n her..she's very kind person..very honest..
..I LUV HER SO MUCH..

kami ni xpuas ble jmpe kejap cam gini..
kne la dok lepak bersame dlm seminggu dua br la puas..
coz jarang jmpe kn..mcm2 cte de..
tawe,nangis sumer de..;p

tp td ms aku nk blk dia mmg la berat sgt hati nk lpskn aku blk..
aku pun syg sgt nk tnggalkn dia..tp pe nk wat..
aku de kls sok..n mnggu ni sgt la bz dgn asement n sumernyer,,
lps solat subuh td dia tnyer *bler nk dtg lg?cuti sem msti dtg ye...
em umah dia dh mcm kpg nombor 2 aku lak..

INSYALLAH *A****,zura akn dtg ms cuti sem k..kte jln n borak la puas2 k...

aku dpt rase yg dia pun de somthing yg nk btau..tp keadaan jek yg
xdpt nk borak n cter pnjg...
xpelah akn jmpe lg gak...
bubbye *A****...ilysm..;p
take care...mmuuaahh..:)

..::AtiQ+mE+AfiQ::..

atiq n afiq???sape??..
2org beradik yg sgt2 la best ble "bergoxip";p..
kami goxip bnde yg elok jek..ahaks..
dorg ni my cousin side my mum:)..
em dlm fmly ktorg akn konpius muko kami ber3 ni..pasti de yg tersilap panggil nnti...
tp xtau la tul ke x...;p

yezza~! ni la kami..same ke rupe kami ni???
sori la ni pic wktu mlm so hp dak atiq lak xdak flash..
my fon btry kong lak..so..ni la hasilnyer..
tp kami tetap cpture2 hak;p..
tul punyer nk spendtime together2:)

haa..ni la 2beradik tu...
dak atiq N afiq...of coz la muko dorg sebijik samekn?kn?:)
em ni terang skit..coz de kt tmpt terang la kn..;p
kami kuo 'merewang' hnye ber3..*idea si atiq tbe2 jek dia terase nk mkn burger mc'D;p

2 pic ni de prob skit..tp we still cute rite???;p
ahaks..perasan sudah..em camera wat hal kn time gini..
nk wat cane..ni la jdnyer:(
tp ktorg tetap hepi gak dpt merewang mlm tu..
1st time kami kuo same2..cuti ni bakal lepak same again ya! insyallah..:)

dak fiq wat pe jek kt idung 'org' tu?aish bdk ni..;p
nakal2..:))

me with dak atiq:)..
aish cekedingnyer aku..:(

kul11 mlm kami pun alik la umah dak atiq n afiq..
ibu dh tnggu aku kt sane..blk dgn muko tersnyum kami..hik9
even biase jek..xpe next time akn jd lbey best n fun k...;p

I need HER by my side NOW!!!

...hmmm...
mud aku,dlm mud raye coz mls nk wat asement sgt2...
tp aku kne gak la siapkn..tnggl sebulan jek lg kne attend kls then CUTI...
snoknyer aku nk merewang jek cuti ni..lesen?hold dulu laa..;p
npe mud aku ni camni?y i need her?yup..tu la aku tgh rase skg..rase yg nth pe2..
aku hnyer dpt beraya pd 1st day raye aje..msuk 2nd day org dtg umah then trus xdpt pi mne dh after the next day..coz ibu dh start kje..:(
tu pun de gak la kuo pi umah pak uda kt klebang,lepak sane jek..afiq yg jmput...
kt sne pun aku dok tgk tv n mkn;p..

aku rase nk jmpe sgt org pemberi smngt,even pg td dia de call tp aku xpuas nk borak dlm fon..aku nk hug dia..nk luahkn sumernye..biar aku puas pe yg aku nk mrhkn sgt..
aku nk tenang semula..dan hnyer dia jek yg dpt tenangkn aku..
n wat aku tersenyum ble dlm keadaan gini...
aku xkn lupa atau berjauhan dgn dia smp bler2..

slh ke sgale pe yg aku ckp smlm?...atau pihak satu lg yg wat aku rase n jadi gtu?
tp aku hnyer berdiam diri even aku marah n bengang yg amat smlm...
tp pihak yg satu lg yg melebihi batas sbb dia tahu dia yg slh n wat aku gtu...
aku xdpt nk jwb coz aku xnk berdosa...
tp keadaan pihak satu lg tu yg cam mencabar aku utk berjwb..
aku menahan segala tomahan yg di lemparkn smlm..
aku menahan hingga nk terkuor air mata..tp aku tetap sabar...
aku trus terbayang muka org pemberi semangat kt aku...
aku mmg dh xsabar sgt2 nk jmpe dgn dia....

rase nk pi jmpe nyari jek..tp xdpt lak..:(
aku sedang bersedih+bengang...
npe di hari raye camni leh aku dpt keadaan yg cam smlm terpaksa aku tempoh gak even x sape pun yg suker dgn keadaan tu..

aku sedang cuba tenangkn jiwa aku..
tp ia akn lbih tenang bler jmpe dgn "dia" seor pompuan yg amat memahami aku..
n amat la jujur utk beri nsht or komen...:)

m***e*..i need u!!! ble dpt jmpe???
i really2 need U....;(

...:::tAg::..

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 36,

and find line 4.

~ xdak buku yg dekat dgnku wat smentare ni coz still in mud raye~

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.

What’s there?

~ trolly *utk letak kueh raye~.

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?

~Dunia Baru The Movie..cte ni ok..suke tgk drama bersiri nyer..best sgt2:)

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4. Without looking, guess what time it is:

~ 3.45pm

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?

~ 3.50pm

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?

~my sis voice *very kecoh*

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?

~ last nite..*jln raye lor..:P

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?

~ EATING~

9. What are you wearing?

~ milo shirt and sluor tdoq;p

10. Did you dream last night?

~ nth..xlaq kot..tdo terlalu nyenyak sgt2..best..:)

11. When did you last laugh?

~ last saturday 1st day raya..*gurau2 ms collect duit raye*

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?

~ nothing~

13. Seen anything weird lately?

~ nope~

14. What do you think of this quiz?

~ BEST~

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15. What is the last film you saw?

~ xminat sgt tgk movie

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?

~ buy home 4 my fmly..tlg org x kemampuan..
~ ajak fmly pi wat umrah..
~soping pe je yg berpatutan kot;p

17. Tell me something about you that I don’t know:

~ de la lg yg xleh ko or sape tau..melainkn org yg rapat dgn aku jek;p

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18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?

~ nk jage kebajikan manusia n paling penting wanita yg dianiaya:)

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19. Do you like to dance?

~ x la kot..coz mmg xpndai pun;p

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20. George Bush:

~ ENTAH XTAU!

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21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?

~ my cute gurlz

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?

~m y hensem boyz

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?

~ .....

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24. Can you open your eyes underwater?

~ yup can..when i swim in the pool..at the sea oh NO

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25. What perfume or cologne do you wear?

~ One drop perfume (green box)+ rexona;p

During Hari Raya~

...1st Day Raya...
cam biase bgn kul5 pg,bj siap iron dh..
tp lmbt bersiap..coz my lil sis *qyra..bgn lmbt sgt...
adk2 laki2 sumernyer ssh nk bgn..aku pun kelam kabut gak pg tu..hik9
this year kami merase gak la mood "blk kpg" even xla jauh sgt..
kul7.30 br smp kt umah nenek..em dh lmbt sgt dh bg aku tu..coz dulu lps je siap solat subuh dh pi umah nenek..then pi la umah sdare terdekat..n pi masjid..

tp thn ni aku xdpt nk pi msjid ;( ats sbb yg xdpt nk elak..
tp yg bestnyer aku dpt duit raye la..of coz!~~:)
bermaafan dh tentu..tp xdpt la nk cpture pic coz xdak yg leh jd fotografer hik9..
sumernyer sonok beraya..
so aku cpture pic aku sndri jek la..


*bdk kicik ni xdak mud coz kne bgn awal pg ;p nk ajak collect duit raye pun mls dia ni..em pe la bdk kicik ni kn?kn?;p

*at my auntie house..

*jom jln raye..mkn2..DUIT RAYE!

:)...

penat gak berjln on 1st day raya..last skali pi umah pak uda n mak uda at klebang..dgn makteh skali:)..lame gak dok lepak sane smp ke mghrb..
then mlm tu aku tdoq umah makuda coz nk main MERCUN..
best..sonok..nk tau bkn la umur aku n kebawah yg main..
tp dr umoq 22 n above..sumernyer dh jd ibu n ayah..klakor gak tgk gelagat dorg..
n mercun pun bkn la yg kecik2...
aku,atik n afiq jek main mercun gasing n pe lg nth..nk abihkn cpt dlm kotak yg byk2..
then leh ar tdoq..;p
mlm tu dh mcm berperang dgn org kpg sbelah lak bakar mercun yg besar2 tu..hu99..
santek sgt..

...2nd day raya...
em PENAT..tamu yg rmai gak dtg...smp la ke mlm..
pe yg di plan dgn makteh terbatal..cian makteh tnggu lame kt umah maklang:(
pe nk watkn..nme pun raye...:)

Hari Raya Dtg Kembali..~

hari ni bakal berakhirnyer ramadhan...
esok jelmalah bulan syawal yg mulia...
Hari kemengan bg umat Islam yg berpuase di bulan ramadhan..
menahan diri dari lapar dan dahaga serta mengajar diri mengawal nafsu dan mendidik sifat sabar dlm diri...:)

persiapan raya biase jek...
aku lom pi bli kasut n tudung!aiya!:(
yg lain sumernyer bersederhana saja bg aku...

di sini saya ingin mengucapkn
SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN...
halalkn semuanyer...kpd sesiapa yg mengenali diri ini..

nntikn pic raya k..:)
tomorrow raya!!!he99..
tp aku sedih sgt coz xdpt nk pi msjd utk solat sunat aidilfitri:(
coz de "masalah"...
tp aku akn tetap beraya n collect duit raye....